Tuesday, May 31, 2022
Monday, May 30, 2022
Saturday, May 28, 2022
George W. Bush, Architect of Iraq Invasion; Progenitor of the Russian Invasion of Ukraine: FREUDIAN SLIP OF THE MILLENNIUM
The audience giggles about the blood and guts and devastation of one million lives based upon a lie.
Friday, May 27, 2022
Wednesday, May 25, 2022
The Smile (Thom Yorke) - We Don't Know What Tomorrow Brings
One of the few things I really love about life: we don't know what tomorrow brings. (A day after I wrote this I got Salmonella poisoning).
EXCLUSIVE: ISIS Plotting To Assassinate George W. Bush In Dallas | Forbes
George W. Bush is the American edition of Vladimir Putin. He did the same fucking thing.
Monday, May 23, 2022
Sunday, May 22, 2022
My Beloved Uncle, Ralph Eugene Sexton (He Looks Like Jesus Under a Panama Hat)
Zero 7 Yeah Ghost Pop Art Blue New Music 2009
"I cut myself of barbwire getting wood for the fire, I was too busy staring at you."
Saturday, May 21, 2022
The Young Woman in the Off Red Dress
In keeping my distance I most effectively preserved her image as she stood reflecting yet another west-end sunset from her golden sunglasses, red nails, perfect teeth, perfect feet, painted lips, and red pumps, all subordinated to the off red dress and the vessel beneath which it lay contoured and loose and straight and perfect. Just perfect. Within the concavity of my spinning mind that draws into its vortex feigned notions of happiness and contentment and love and peace and harmony and euphoria, I mused whether taking a step in her direction would have made a difference; that I might not disrupt the image created in part by the proximity that stood. A difference. A difference, like the difference it would make if I packed up and rode my 650 to California and sat in the same booth at the diner with my daughter in Hollywood named the House of Pies. As soon as I would sit I would realize, would I not, that no appreciable difference had been effected on account of my ride, and on account of the image that would have otherwise been well-preserved had I stood back and observed it from a this long distance. The young woman in the off red dress is like that. She represents desire, and vanity, and all those distractions that would in the end most certainly make a difference, and the difference would be destructive. The difference would be draped in off black, and sadness, and deeper desires that would take me into even deeper shades of dark black and off darkenss.
Did I mention that just beyond the young woman was the entrance to a funeral parlor where there lay the dead body of a young man around whom stood his mourners and sisters and lovers and widower father? Did I mention that the young woman in the off red dress did not go in? Instead, she stood. She stood like a statue adorned on either side by white columns and a vestibule made for somber fashionable ingress and somber egress. So there she stood, like a sail. Like a centerpiece. She was not sad. She might as well have not known where she was because it didn't matter. She knew well. Confidence. The confidence that vanity ignites creates desire. It is all vanity. It is all imagery. It is artwork. I no longer hunt or gather so I am left idle drift from image to image until I am alas assuaged of my desire to look. Then I sleep. To the faithful I request: Thank God for me that I may sleep. Sleep it off. Sleep off the fear and the pain and suspicion and the dread and the desire that the young woman in the off red dress represents to me. By morning I will have that clarity to conclude that her taste was woefully off. What a garish act to wear an almost orange dress to a goddamn funeral parlor. What an ego-driven little vixen she must be. What nerve!
But long she stood and soaked into her orbit every wandering eye within her peripheral colorguard. Her stark pose. Her teeth within red lips barely moving above and below, beneath golden sunglasses, red nails, perfect teeth, perfect feet, and red pumps, all subordinated to the off red dress and the vessel beneath which it lay contoured and loose and straight and perfect. Just perfect. "Desire Ye Not, Ye Middle Aged Man". Who said that? Who the fuck said that? I did. I am the fool who said that. But it did not come from me. I am nevertheless grateful that it emanated from these half century old and throaty chords of mine. I will not be undone by the young woman in the off red dress. And so I move on to the next successive set of images. These are the ones that matter. I am home. To the faithful I request: Thank your Gods that I am home. Thank your Gods that I am safe. Thank your Gods for the ever increasing distance between the young woman in the off red dress and me. I am home. But I concede it would be a safer here if I weren't.
Did I mention that just beyond the young woman was the entrance to a funeral parlor where there lay the dead body of a young man around whom stood his mourners and sisters and lovers and widower father? Did I mention that the young woman in the off red dress did not go in? Instead, she stood. She stood like a statue adorned on either side by white columns and a vestibule made for somber fashionable ingress and somber egress. So there she stood, like a sail. Like a centerpiece. She was not sad. She might as well have not known where she was because it didn't matter. She knew well. Confidence. The confidence that vanity ignites creates desire. It is all vanity. It is all imagery. It is artwork. I no longer hunt or gather so I am left idle drift from image to image until I am alas assuaged of my desire to look. Then I sleep. To the faithful I request: Thank God for me that I may sleep. Sleep it off. Sleep off the fear and the pain and suspicion and the dread and the desire that the young woman in the off red dress represents to me. By morning I will have that clarity to conclude that her taste was woefully off. What a garish act to wear an almost orange dress to a goddamn funeral parlor. What an ego-driven little vixen she must be. What nerve!
But long she stood and soaked into her orbit every wandering eye within her peripheral colorguard. Her stark pose. Her teeth within red lips barely moving above and below, beneath golden sunglasses, red nails, perfect teeth, perfect feet, and red pumps, all subordinated to the off red dress and the vessel beneath which it lay contoured and loose and straight and perfect. Just perfect. "Desire Ye Not, Ye Middle Aged Man". Who said that? Who the fuck said that? I did. I am the fool who said that. But it did not come from me. I am nevertheless grateful that it emanated from these half century old and throaty chords of mine. I will not be undone by the young woman in the off red dress. And so I move on to the next successive set of images. These are the ones that matter. I am home. To the faithful I request: Thank your Gods that I am home. Thank your Gods that I am safe. Thank your Gods for the ever increasing distance between the young woman in the off red dress and me. I am home. But I concede it would be a safer here if I weren't.
The Horror That Sustains Us
My son and I passed a tractor and trailer truck that was travelling in our direction toward town tonight. We were settled in the left lane. To our right was trailer consisting of industrial cages, stacked upon each other and fettered well to the trailer like Legos. Each cage contained a pod of live chickens. They were as white as pillow cases. Almost too white. At some imperceptible point of their short lives they had become homogeneously bleached and classified as poultry. They bleach the life out of death. I looked into the piercing left eye of one of the doomed birds who was staring bravely out into the cold blowing night air at the lights emanating from a gargantuan shopping complex to our left. I swear to space and time themselves that she seemed genuinely interested in these strange new artificially illuminated surroundings that fell away and then rekindled as its roaring monster traveled down the highway toward town. A sadness began to bubbled up inside me as my little boy watched intently and then mused aloud about a chicken's improbable ability to pick a lock and escape the sickening slaughter that awaited it. This is a horror that sustains you, little boy, I mused in silent retort. But not me. But it is little consolation as I arrive home and apply the dialectic to my new and even darker history, because there's a horror that sustains me, too.
Anthony Burgess and Alex DeLarge
Alex Delarge: Immortal
Anthony Burgess: February 25, 1917 - November 22, 1993
Burgess wrote a book that takes criminality by the yarbles in his depiction of Alex DeLarge, the menacing protagonist in A Clockwork Orange. Burgess' original compilation contained 21 chapters. The last chapter describes Alex's rehabilitation, not on account of the radical correctional experiment conducted upon him, but on his maturation. He gets tired of his life and seeks something deeper consistent with simply growing up.
When the book was submitted to the editor, that last "happy ending" was omitted in favor of ending the fiction with Alex portending additional malevolence from his hospital bed. The edition that was distributed in America did not contain the chapter containing the happy ending for the protagonist and, for that matter, society, omitting it entirely to ostensibly satisfy America's bloodthirsty market. The European edition was printed in its entirety.
Stephen Mather - An Ostensibly Perfect Man
When I was first introduced to Stephen Mather in a documentary film, I remarked to my wife that the man was "perfect." Tall, handsome, soaring intelligent, educated, wealthy, and most significantly, a champion for the preservation of our natural areas. Mather created and then served as the first director of the Department of the Interior charged with creating and protecting our national parks and national monuments. Periodically he would incur horrific bouts of depression that would land him in mental hospitals, then called sanitariums. He has been posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
I Miss These Two
Friday, May 20, 2022
Violence in Second Person: Part I
Make sure you're too drunk to counter them. The blows seem to never end in deliberate succession. The iron taste of blood enters your mouth. You spring leaks. The precious grunts emanate out of the chords of the man who is violently assuaging your dark desire for justice as he continues to slam his fists into your face and head. Each blow is accompanied by an ironic and painful sounding discharge from your aggressor. But the sounds are not sounds of pain. They are the toxic emanations of hot and furious anger from deep within the chest cavity of your spattered aggressor . You attempt to roll onto your stomach but get trapped halfway by a pivoted knee and then absorb blows to the side of your head, your ear, and the lateral length of your left side where your ribs will soon be cracked like hickory kindling with non-displaced fractures. You make it to your stomach and feel the blows reigning down on the back of your head until fatigue sets magically in, and your killer relaxes, spits down on you, curses you, and walks ostensibly away.
You're not sure he isn't going after the loaded pistol left lying beside the wrought iron patio table, so your pull yourself up and run to your car and drive yourself to the hospital where you refuse to tell the staff anything about the events of that night, portending you got what you wanted, what you needed, even though it would be years until you realized this in clinical terms.
Your blood is drawn, you are admitted for observation, suffering from a menagerie of trauma, including subdural hematoma, and the test results reveal, as predicted, the presence of mass amounts of diazepam and alcohol in your central nervous system. You look at yourself the next morning and cannot fucking believe how violently you have been beaten. A pride begins to swell from within you. You still taste the blood in your mouth and feel the loose end of the stitches against your swollen and lacerated tongue. Your entire body feels unhinged. You think you may be missing a tooth but your tongue is so sore that it cannot circumnavigate the interior of your bloody mouth for proof positive. You're missing your wallet. The blood is caked into your hair with grass and mud. You cannot bathe. It hurts to breathe. To laugh would mean unimaginable pain from your broken ribs. But you laugh anyway, and that brings tears to your eyes and an uninhibited scream within your chest muffled only by your tightly fused molars. You're not allowed to leave the hospital without assistance. Your wife initially refuses to come after you. When she does arrive, your young namesake son looks at the monstrous face beneath which might or might not lie his father's countenance.You have had the goddamn living hell beat out of you.
Now you must go to back work on Monday morning sporting a traumatized placard that was once your face. The silence on the fourteenth floor of the Dominion Tower is palpable even to your traumatized senses that struggle to make sense of the venue, filled with people at their desks, all eyes on you and the merit badges that adorn your once semi-professional face. You return to your desk. You are met there by your compassionate supervisor who realizes that you are not well at all, although you won't neither realize nor accept this fact for several years out. "I got into a fight." It's as simple as that, and yet as complicated as the centuries that prepared the way for it. You have had the goddamn living fucking hell beat out of you. You're better because of it.
Tuesday, May 17, 2022
The Conveyor
"Sometimes I go about in pity for myself, and all the while a great wind carries me across the sky" Ojibwe saying
I have a conveyor moving beneath me that carries my body into the next successive temporal increment whether I am ready to enter it or not. Oftentimes I go kicking and screaming, while on other occasions I leap ahead of the unaltering momentum like some hyperactive child attempting to outrun his mother on a department store's escalator. All I know is that the goddam thing never stops. Even when I'm asleep its motor hums and it tight belt carries me into the wee hours of the new morning when I get up, pee, and then return to the unconsciousness that seems to allow it to run a tad smoother -- because I'm not jumping up and down on the belt when I'm asleep, or attempting to outrun the fucking thing flailing to offend the very nature of time by attempting to edit the previous day's errors. I have a conveyor beneath me that runs without having quarters dropped into its belly. I can exit to be sure. But only once. And, thankfully, re-entry is not an option.
I have a conveyor moving beneath me that carries my body into the next successive temporal increment whether I am ready to enter it or not. Oftentimes I go kicking and screaming, while on other occasions I leap ahead of the unaltering momentum like some hyperactive child attempting to outrun his mother on a department store's escalator. All I know is that the goddam thing never stops. Even when I'm asleep its motor hums and it tight belt carries me into the wee hours of the new morning when I get up, pee, and then return to the unconsciousness that seems to allow it to run a tad smoother -- because I'm not jumping up and down on the belt when I'm asleep, or attempting to outrun the fucking thing flailing to offend the very nature of time by attempting to edit the previous day's errors. I have a conveyor beneath me that runs without having quarters dropped into its belly. I can exit to be sure. But only once. And, thankfully, re-entry is not an option.
Newest Additions (The Lure of the Fat Blackberry)
The following specimens were preserved and mounted by Singleton Taxidermy in Rogersville, Tennessee -- Ms. Sylvia Singleton presiding.
There's a great story underyling this big trout, pictured above. Years back, I was in the Nantahala National forest near a feeder branch when I notice a blackberry thicket that seemed oddly out of place for a dark mountain hollow. It hung out over the water and would have created a patch of shade had it not alreay been in one of the shadiest places in the world, with its thick mountain laurel and roseby huddled around the base of ancient hemlocks. I already knew, or had heard about the trout population that resided in the small tributaries. Then, it occurred to me that the blackberries invariably had to find their way into the water owing the to position of the bush, with the help of gravity. And since even trout cannot overcome the ambrosial taste of fat, ripe, mountain blackberries, I avowed to return, which I did, with a rod and reel, during the peak of the next blackberry season. I slipped into the woods and was as quiet "as a mouse pissin' on cotton." I inserted the number 8 sized hook into a slighty overripe blackberry and almost instantaneously, the unfortunate trout, preserved above, struck and struck hard. It would be the only fish I would catch that afternoon, but it was a trophy, thanks to the lure of a big, plump, fat-assed North Carolina blackberry and a hollow so dark and so remote that you'd have to put panties on your chickens to keep the hootowls from screwin' em'. Believe it or not.
These two perch were caught in Lake Erie.
Upper right is a Sauger caught in the Clinch River in 1969. The big Hybrid Striper was caught in Cherokee Lake in 1994.
Monday, May 16, 2022
Consciousness
What if consciousness is meaningless? Meaningless in terms of everything aside from the evolutionary utility of the species. We developed consciousness in order to survive, adapt and evolve. But that consciousness has also served to enable humans to explore, first using their feet, and last using astronomical devices to explore the universes and possibly the multiverses that lay without. But that cognition has no meaning. It serves the only the species, while it destroys the planet. My hands and feet and eyes and tympanic membranes evolved in order to enable me to hunt and gather, but the will of the human animal has perverted those tools in every way imaginable, not through a conscious choice, but through strict adherence to the law of evolution. Like gravity, the law of evolution pulls toward its centerpieces not only those features and tools necessary to hunt and gather and thus survive, but also the ability to use those tools to create human comfort through technology. In the end, all the consciousness in the world is meaningless because it only serves to benefit the ultimate species, which is the human species. On the whole, and with the benefit of that same consciousness, I conclude that it has proved totally useless -- destructive in fact. Marx was right. But he was dead wrong when he concluded that we could move toward a common light with "each according to his need."
Now I Lay Me Looking Up
Go outside. Look straight up. As you do, experience the tightness in the throaty part of your neck. Your hand becomes an awning above the brow supervising your orbital eyes. Temper the sun. Listen. Dave Matthews sings "Sister" from some distant dashboard. You're alive and in attendance for the first and last of this the only act. Take note of this and remember me, my skin, I will not pass this way again.
Now I lay me looking up. Entertaining the clouds watching over me. Entertaining me. With gyrations. Ghostly sex. Their spidery vanguards merge together and divorce, and reconcile, forming communes the envy Paris of 1871, or tall monarchies extending into dark blue, or solitary drifts that plow uninvited into dark, democratic, and gathering storms. Dimensions. Physics. Hydrology. Meteorology. These are the beautiful math of clouds I absorb. And the realization enters my eye that God is finally useless to me. I give thanks to the math of clouds. Lighter than what? I do not pretend to even lightly know. Surrounding blue. An integer within a math of clouds was once a drop of wine in the cup by the couch where Marx once farted in his London flat between economics and epiphanies. Now, floating over as I entertain their armies by doing nothing. Perhaps I am floating beneath my wispy audience way above. Knowing. Zero is not a number you can count on. It is to be watched. Carefully. Divided by itself is what?
My hands are getting old. Puffy. Wrinkled. Freckled. Vein ranges. Surface of the planet, Hand. Asteroids, impact craters, Scars circa 1967, 1969, 1978 and 1982. Fist. Fights. Bactine. Bandaids, Blisters, Digital Superfolds, Footballs, Pencil lead, Frog Knuckles, Stitches, Knuckleheads. Scotch Irish red. Red whiskey, post Industrial and Digital.
I have yellow in my teeth. Some I've never seen. My tongue knows they're there. I want silver ones. I am not afraid. I don't care.
I am changing. In the end it's all about nature. Worry, if you must, about the bark. Or how to go mad gracefully. Aging and maddening. Maddening. It's maddening indeed. The story that won't get written begins with, "As it lay bare in a speckled column of light . . ." and ends with "not guilty by reason of justification." When I was a man in the making I wanted to still the conjoined boy that competed with me. The boy's now of even greater interest to me. I'd like to shoot a BB toward him in order to elicit his reaction. What would he say? I hope he'd fight. Ideally, take it forcefully from my hands and beat me half to death with it. Utter profanities. Better yet, do it all on mute. The boys of my youth: Steve, Jimmy, Allen, Blair, Pat, Troy, Johnny, Richard, Lance, Mark and Bill. These are the agencies of the boy.
The wind blows the sky around. The immobile flora takes what comes; it sits there and simply takes it. In the beginning the god that never was said "still be the flora" and so it was. The story begins, "As it lay bare in a column of speckled light, head raised and resting at the crest of a fallen log that was once a towering Hemlock shadowing needle litter. . .".
I still see the light. That space of wind crackling another Autumn in the anteroom of seasonal mathematics. It is cold blooded. It is quiet. It is guilty of nothing. But it is not fair. It never was. So it seems.
Now I lay me looking up. Entertaining the clouds watching over me. Entertaining me. With gyrations. Ghostly sex. Their spidery vanguards merge together and divorce, and reconcile, forming communes the envy Paris of 1871, or tall monarchies extending into dark blue, or solitary drifts that plow uninvited into dark, democratic, and gathering storms. Dimensions. Physics. Hydrology. Meteorology. These are the beautiful math of clouds I absorb. And the realization enters my eye that God is finally useless to me. I give thanks to the math of clouds. Lighter than what? I do not pretend to even lightly know. Surrounding blue. An integer within a math of clouds was once a drop of wine in the cup by the couch where Marx once farted in his London flat between economics and epiphanies. Now, floating over as I entertain their armies by doing nothing. Perhaps I am floating beneath my wispy audience way above. Knowing. Zero is not a number you can count on. It is to be watched. Carefully. Divided by itself is what?
My hands are getting old. Puffy. Wrinkled. Freckled. Vein ranges. Surface of the planet, Hand. Asteroids, impact craters, Scars circa 1967, 1969, 1978 and 1982. Fist. Fights. Bactine. Bandaids, Blisters, Digital Superfolds, Footballs, Pencil lead, Frog Knuckles, Stitches, Knuckleheads. Scotch Irish red. Red whiskey, post Industrial and Digital.
I have yellow in my teeth. Some I've never seen. My tongue knows they're there. I want silver ones. I am not afraid. I don't care.
I am changing. In the end it's all about nature. Worry, if you must, about the bark. Or how to go mad gracefully. Aging and maddening. Maddening. It's maddening indeed. The story that won't get written begins with, "As it lay bare in a speckled column of light . . ." and ends with "not guilty by reason of justification." When I was a man in the making I wanted to still the conjoined boy that competed with me. The boy's now of even greater interest to me. I'd like to shoot a BB toward him in order to elicit his reaction. What would he say? I hope he'd fight. Ideally, take it forcefully from my hands and beat me half to death with it. Utter profanities. Better yet, do it all on mute. The boys of my youth: Steve, Jimmy, Allen, Blair, Pat, Troy, Johnny, Richard, Lance, Mark and Bill. These are the agencies of the boy.
The wind blows the sky around. The immobile flora takes what comes; it sits there and simply takes it. In the beginning the god that never was said "still be the flora" and so it was. The story begins, "As it lay bare in a column of speckled light, head raised and resting at the crest of a fallen log that was once a towering Hemlock shadowing needle litter. . .".
I still see the light. That space of wind crackling another Autumn in the anteroom of seasonal mathematics. It is cold blooded. It is quiet. It is guilty of nothing. But it is not fair. It never was. So it seems.
What's Left of Me -- An Abstract Heap
"How many people become abstract as a way of appearing profound?" Joseph Joubert
Answer: At least one, Joe; to wit:
Decay is en route to the land of the dead and the land of the dead is decay. At any point along the way you may pause and discover what is left of me as you are carried there by the creeping belt below you that conveys you forward to the hum of an ancient motor through the decay toward the land of the dead. Visit with what is left of me as you are carried forward into the land of the dead. Step back. Still hold the rail. Observe now the aggregate movement within the surface of the path beside the belt. Or is that muddy water? Blur your eyes. Whatever you may think, you know that what you see, though barely alive, is real. It is what's left of me.
The crawling pixels of subtle movement were once part of a promise that was made and then broken, as in the case of practically all human pledges. Observe what's left of me. Are you fixed on me? If you are fixed on me than you will observe that the movement is the hallowed struggle espoused by Marx, Engels, Lenin, and Mao and me. This is the gross coalition that struggles against itself for space and time that no longer exists, relying now upon the echo of the old promise that was made and then broken, as in the case of practically all human pledges. What wills it? What moves the crawling mass? Fear? Amino acids? Hatred? Stand at the rail. Wonder, above the green and the blue and the black and the brown as you blur forward what is left of me. Wonder, as you see what's left of me, what could have been or better yet what was to have been if you still believe in that. Wonder in the dark if I am less alive than the old man on the rail. Embrace the filth of what is left of me. Now compare yourself to me.
Wonder if you will the nature of my matter. What is left of it? It will strike the man at the rail who is you that there is no appreciable difference in our struggling pixels. The man on the rail who is you will be left to wonder if my movement is mistaken for that of my neighboring matter, which was once of the ocean, or one from a deep plunging valley, or the vines that hung deep that were used by grey chimps for climbing down and up its vertical drop. Monkeys. Horses. Snails. Wheat. Vines. Organic rails. These are my neighbors that crawl over and under what is left of me.
You lose sight of the entropy when you lose the forced blur of your vision. You adjust your eyes and there it is again.
It is what's left of me.
Answer: At least one, Joe; to wit:
Decay is en route to the land of the dead and the land of the dead is decay. At any point along the way you may pause and discover what is left of me as you are carried there by the creeping belt below you that conveys you forward to the hum of an ancient motor through the decay toward the land of the dead. Visit with what is left of me as you are carried forward into the land of the dead. Step back. Still hold the rail. Observe now the aggregate movement within the surface of the path beside the belt. Or is that muddy water? Blur your eyes. Whatever you may think, you know that what you see, though barely alive, is real. It is what's left of me.
The crawling pixels of subtle movement were once part of a promise that was made and then broken, as in the case of practically all human pledges. Observe what's left of me. Are you fixed on me? If you are fixed on me than you will observe that the movement is the hallowed struggle espoused by Marx, Engels, Lenin, and Mao and me. This is the gross coalition that struggles against itself for space and time that no longer exists, relying now upon the echo of the old promise that was made and then broken, as in the case of practically all human pledges. What wills it? What moves the crawling mass? Fear? Amino acids? Hatred? Stand at the rail. Wonder, above the green and the blue and the black and the brown as you blur forward what is left of me. Wonder, as you see what's left of me, what could have been or better yet what was to have been if you still believe in that. Wonder in the dark if I am less alive than the old man on the rail. Embrace the filth of what is left of me. Now compare yourself to me.
Wonder if you will the nature of my matter. What is left of it? It will strike the man at the rail who is you that there is no appreciable difference in our struggling pixels. The man on the rail who is you will be left to wonder if my movement is mistaken for that of my neighboring matter, which was once of the ocean, or one from a deep plunging valley, or the vines that hung deep that were used by grey chimps for climbing down and up its vertical drop. Monkeys. Horses. Snails. Wheat. Vines. Organic rails. These are my neighbors that crawl over and under what is left of me.
You lose sight of the entropy when you lose the forced blur of your vision. You adjust your eyes and there it is again.
It is what's left of me.
Shadowlawn
Around midday I revisited the a moment from the weather of my youth, and in it I researched the sky for the seeds of my fierce rebellion -- for evidence of my inability to slide unfettered into the cylinders of the glove of the American experiment. Where within the history of the cloudbanks did my hatred of religion arise, or the sentence, "mom made for trading fruit for boiled eggs at table two." Where within the amalgam of bleached white, cold grey and the bright blue did my trajectory veer to the very left? But just then as I shut my eyes in favor of the geometrical patters that lay beneath their nervous lids, I was again reminded of the path that led down to the box in the deep of the woods of my youth on the edge of the thick plateau where I was younger than the other two.
The Baroness Erlanger was long dead and I very much resembled one of the living. I was visibly upset at being deposited in the bloody filth in Ms. Erlanger's maternity ward. I was big; too big for my mother's portal. But both of us struggled mightily to complete the tense arrival even though we dreaded every facet of its history and the effect it would drape over our mutual and individual American dreams of posterity, and in her case, prosperity. My daddy was invisible, and my mother a shade of Appalachian ivory that seldom shown beneath the sun. The shade had left her skin the hue of those babies that adorned the baronesses long corridor. Both my mother and my screaming colleagues were protected by thin sheaths of Appalachian skin that ensured that my birth mother had an ostensibly closer kinship with these alien strangers than I would ever have with her.
The Baroness Erlanger was long dead and I very much resembled one of the living. I was visibly upset at being deposited in the bloody filth in Ms. Erlanger's maternity ward. I was big; too big for my mother's portal. But both of us struggled mightily to complete the tense arrival even though we dreaded every facet of its history and the effect it would drape over our mutual and individual American dreams of posterity, and in her case, prosperity. My daddy was invisible, and my mother a shade of Appalachian ivory that seldom shown beneath the sun. The shade had left her skin the hue of those babies that adorned the baronesses long corridor. Both my mother and my screaming colleagues were protected by thin sheaths of Appalachian skin that ensured that my birth mother had an ostensibly closer kinship with these alien strangers than I would ever have with her.
I Am The Walrus (Remastered 2009)
The lyrics are surreal and absolutley poetically brilliant. "Boy you've been a naughty girl, you let your knickers down."
Two Cans of Paint
There are two cans of paint. One is black, the other is white. The conservative will tell you, and he will be correct in so doing, that if you mix the contents of one can with the contents of the other the resulting color will be grey. However, the liberal will tell you while this is true in the broadest sense, there is more to the illustration owing to the quantity of the colors that are integrated with each other. And because there are infinite shades or qualities of grey that can be produced, with no shade ever being perfectly matched with another, the conclusion offered by the conservative, while true in a sweeping sense, ignores the wonderful and relevant quality of the equation. Black is never really black. White is never really white. And grey is never really grey. This is perhaps the dialectical materialist view of things. This, too, just so happens to be the truth.
Dialectical and Historical Materialism
Begin with Trotsky's argument that A is never actually equal to A. There are subtle differences or "deviations" that prevent things from equaling each other, even themselves at a given moment in time, which in itself is infinitely divisible. DM addresses the processes of matter that are undergoing change at all times. "Dialectical thinking analyses all things and phenomena in their continuous change, while determining in the material conditions of those changes; that critical limit beyond which A ceases to be A; a workers' state ceases to be a workers' state." Trotsky. "Dialectical thinking is related to vulgar thinking in the same way that a motion picture is related to a still photograph. The motion picture does not outlaw the still photograph but combines a series of them according to the laws of motion. Dialectics does not deny the syllogism, but teaches us to combine syllogisms in such a way as to bring our understanding closer to the eternally changing reality." Id. "We call our dialectic materialist since its roots are neither in heaven nor in the depths of our "free will" but in objective reality, in nature. Consciousness grew out of the unconscious, psychology out of physiology, the organic world out of the inorganic, the solar system out of nebula." Id.
The Bewitched
Somewhere in the South there exists a heap of discarded asbestos piled upon on a windy mountaintop next to a drum that contains leaking toxic waste, cracked skulls, and splintered crossbones. But someone, whose surname name ends with Inc., has shaded the visible mass with political and religious icons. The Christian cross overtakes the skull, the tablets of the Ten Commandments preempt the crossbones, and the American flag disrupts all reason, causing the pile to blend neatly into the surrounding scenery in the eyes of the bewitched. Sooner not later the masses creep up the mountainside with their children and i-phones to pay respect these symbols. "Breathe in these freedoms of our great democracy", says the patriarch to his stupid children, as they breathe into their little lungs the lies their father teaches them.
Sunday, May 15, 2022
The Five String Banjo - the Ultimate Arpeggio Instrument
I think that this could be true because, according to my limited knowledge of music, the more times notes are struck within chords, the greater the appreggio contribution. Maybe.
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