Didn't people die every day that you did whatever it was that you did before the day that you died? All while the uncomfortable truth emerged and whispered that you made no good goddamn difference, while the others stress to burnish into new time the lie that says that even that has got to stand good for something, even if, in truth, it was good for absolutely nothing. Below zero.
Wednesday, March 23, 2022
Little Sterling and her Gargantuan Struggle
Listening to Deadwing by Porcupine Tree, aka Steven Wilson, et al., while watching a surreptitious muted video of a little girl who has been left with the stewardship of a glass jar of beautiful M and M's under strict instructions not to eat them until her mother returns. The child's name is Sterling. Sterling's struggle is my struggle. With sugar. I have to believe that this exercise has both utility and cruelty in store for the child and her baby brother.